Wow it's been so long since i post on my blog, i saw it was a year ago.Was shocked .But i do read all my friends' blogs in case i got disconnected from my outside world...heehee...So much things happen thru'out tis year,wat should i say ? Maybe just update on the recent happenings...
Charmaine--just got her yr-end result--again she fail her maths & chinese,only english pass for 52marks... But we never give up hope, especially now got a "home tutor & discipline master"..Thanks to my dear for relentlessly teaching her...We have decided that i'll be teaching Eng & Chinese & dear will teach her Maths & Science...Hope that next yr when she is in Pri 3 will pass her her exams.
For me-- I jus started an Accounts post @hp, was too busy with my work that i neglected my studies, was feeling a bit discouraged bout the coming exams...only left a mth to go..Not much confidence...But still gotten try my best...
New member in family--our baby Jack Russell called Rascal...who brought joy to our family...It was supposed to keep my sister company whose BF died in July. Will soon posted e doggy photos, now 5mths old n beri noti...
Lately, many of my dearest friends are going to have their home sweet home,and planned for Christmas & CNY bash at their new homes...So excited..Next year might be moving out as well to dear house,depends if the balloting during tis Dec is successful anot...We'll be getting for Punggol or Sengkang region, hopefully near to our friends. We'll be living with dear & his mummy & so that the old folk won't be lonely. By that time Charmaine can have a room of her own...Dear wanted to do up & design the home himself,but it'll take lots of time & effort,hopefully his projects' next year would not be so tight.
Life's been so fast that i can't slow down for many of my friends...Nevertheless thanks for leaving footprints in my life.I will keep regular updates too.
He have not been visiting her daughter for so many mths since CNY that's about 9 mths alreadi,i knoe gal is sad that y her dad didnt visit her,didnt bring her to sentosa as promised,JERK, how can he lie to a small kid,smashing her heart jus like mine!!! Now he jus msg to tell if i wan to bring gal to her parents home to celebrate gal bday... CROCODILES TEARS, ACTING ...!!! Y should i do as he say?when i ask for him for help for gal needs,he always mia,msg oso no reply...!!! Wat should i do, should i get tis person out of gal's life so tat gal wouldn't misses him OR izit this hurt and memories are deeply embeded in gal's heart jus like me...!
There's times when it gets tough and i keep going,though the road is full of thorns that i hurt myself. But what can we do when it's what life is all about... i don't know where the path leads to but i jus have to keep going,i try to protect my loved ones but often i just get hurt by them. nevertheless they are still my moving forces that urges me to go on breathing and living. i often ask myself how to forget the unforgettable painful memories but it seems not easy...It's just like being sentenced to life in jail,u can't get out and u can't make urself happy,but only to indulge in making the people around u to be happy.Maybe it is the only way to forget the pain.... PAIN is hidden like a heart disease,from time to time,u might need some medicine(motivation) to keep us healthy,but tis disease would suddenly gives us a aching attack !!!